“Today I feel so much better about being here. I own this course.”
“In the last few days I let a lot of things and excuses get in the way of my performance. Something clicked last night. I was still behind the pace but I wanted to make it to 1,000 miles. I had 3 and 1/2 hours to do it. I gave it my all.”
“You have to dig deep into your soul and give it everything. Once you do that things will turn around for you. That is what happened to me over the last part of the day. ”
Up until that moment Yolanda confesses that she let the heat and her soar feet act as excuses not to push harder. “I gave myself so many excuses about how not to perform to my best.”
“You have to stay strong and you have to stay positive. You have to feed yourself nothing but positive affirmations to keep yourself going.”
“I have blisters on both of my feet. What I have done is learn to embrace the pain. The pain is a part of you but it does not define you. Once you recognize that the pain is there then you can come together as one. Your pain and yourself.”
Yolanda describes how she has given an actual name to this pain that is constantly nagging at her. “Every morning she gives me a hard time. So what I do is to acknowledge her and then I turn her over to Jesus.” She says that once she turns the pain over to a higher power she is able to really embrace her pain.
“So if you take your pain and yourself and come together as one. You will get through the pain.”
The board at the start of Day 18
The quiet hours of July 4th
Yolanda arrives
William with a yogurt, apple sauce, and water