It has taken me a lot longer than I hoped to gather up all the bits and pieces of the 47 mile race this year and I apologize to all those who have patiently waited to see pictures and listen to the voices of those who took part that wonderful night.
For me the race holds so many precious memories, particularly of course in the years when Sri Chinmoy not only came to watch and inspire the runners but also on those 2 historic occasions when he actually ran himself.
In 1980 Sri Chinmoy ran the race for the 2nd time with a time of 11:27, which transcended his time from the previous year. I also ran the race that night for the 3rd time. I was able to complete the race in 6:19 and then get out my film camera to record this footage.
New generations of runners have come and found their own love and inspiration for an event that is like no other.
They are building upon their own memories and yet the core of inspiration that compelled us to stand on the dusty track for the first time, to head off into the unknown 39 years ago remains intact and continually transcendent. To honor our beloved spiritual teacher on his birthday in a profound and tangible way.
To take part means one sets off running at midnight. To complete those sacred 47 miles means for most the necessity of calling forth all of who you are and all that you have within. To uncover and reveal all of your heart’s dedication and perhaps step up even one tiny rung on our timeless self transcendence journey.
Her story is a miraculous one. Late in the race reaching the finish line for Yolanda seemed it would be an impossible task. One, that up until not too long ago, was receding further and further beyond her grasp.
Yet today, on Day 52 it is just 60 miles away. Something, that as she confidently walks this morning, the last day of the race, knows is an achievable goal. One she has worked unbelievably hard for.
Her run this summer has not just given her impressive running resume a grand new prize, but also has rewarded her with transformative experiences and shown her surprising strengths that she had known that she had within herself. Qualities that all of us have but are seemingly only brought to the fore when we are confronted by true challenge and adversity.
“This is my last day and if I get emotional it is only because of all the love and support that I have gotten over the past 52 days. Everyone has been so amazing. They welcomed me in.”
“Most of all they believed in me. Even when I was 44 miles behind. I did a great come back. It is going to be a long emotional day.”
I remind Yolanda that in our first interview she had hoped at some point to have a powerful emotional experience. When asked if this is what she hoped for. “YES! I said I wanted to cry. I wanted to feel something special.”
“I have done over 540 marathons and ultras and I have never cried at any of them. Now I haven’t even finished. I am only on mile 3 and I am already crying. It is beautiful.”
Yolanda was incredibly confident when she started this years race but I am curious if when she was behind she had doubts about reaching the finish line. “Yes, when I got sick the 3rd time. I prayed and I talked to God. I asked him why was this happening to me. I know you never give me any more than I can handle. But I can’t handle being 44 miles in the hole. When I also have to keep doing 60 miles every day.”
“I was crying. I was really upset and I actually said that I quit. So I went to my aid station and got my phone and I was calling my husband and all the notifications just kept beeping and beeping.”
“They said, Yolanda you are my inspiration. Yolanda I walked today because of you. Yolanda you motivate me. That was God saying to me……these people need you. You can’t quit.”
“Then I just took off walking and kept doing the 62 miles every day and here I am.”
“I see a new me. I see a growth. A strength that I never ever had and I see a lot of love. It is just overwhelming all the love and joy.”
To all those who have worked hard to fulfill Yolanda’s 52 day challenge she says, “Thank you and I am so proud of everyone of you who have taken the 52 day challenge. The main thing is that you did it. We did it.”
“I did my 60 plus miles a day and you all did many miles a day and you stuck with it. 52 days of working out is amazing. You did it and I am proud of you.”
* This will be the last of my Daily Posts. I am very grateful to all those who have wandered over to this blog every day and even if just from time to time. The Sri Chinmoy Self-Transcendence 3100 mile race is impossible without the contributions, both inner and outer of so many people. But of course the primary inspiration is Sri Chinmoy himself. Who’s light and love continues to make miracles like this happen*
“I guess I am starting to.” This is how Harita answered my question about whether or not she can now see the finish line. It is now day 51 and Harita has just 108 miles more to run. When she soon reaches 3000 miles she will be on what Suprabha once called, the bell lap.
“It seems pretty definite now, by the way the past 50 days have gone that I am going to finish, but every lap is a miracle. I am still really praying that nothing goes wrong. I definitely feel that I can see the finish line.”
“Each day is completely different. Every day has so many ups and downs in it. Some days over all are a little easier than others. But most days are pretty tough in many different ways. Physically, mentally, or emotionally, so I definitely don’t think it gets easier.”
“In a way having the finish line coming closer is challenging because you keep thinking of finishing but you find every lap is full of new surprises, new challenges, and new experiences.”
“In a way the race is just one big blur. Because there is so much intensity the whole time. You are so focused in the moment and then you move on to the next moment. The past moment is in the background.”
photo Jowan
“Overall there have been a lot of experiences. Overall for me is the spiritual experience. And really the opportunity to really see the power of the inner life and the power of our souls, of prayer and meditation. The more that we can make that a reality in our lives then everything else flows from there.”
“Never in my life have I ever been able to just pray to God and God is right there for me. Sri Chinmoy always talks about crying and having your heart’s cry and I have always seen that as a theory. But in this race I can just cry like a child. You really feel that the Supreme is really right there for you. That is a precious and powerful experience that I have had.”
“The real experience I have had of the true oneness of our world family. This is my body, my mind, my heart, and my soul doing this but everybody is helping in so many ways. The people who write messages or who have supported us or who have come out to the race, and the other runners. It is such a significant part of my whole experience.”
“That is the way that life is. We may think we are running the Race of Life by ourselves but we are not. We depend on each other and we need each other, and we influence each other, inspire each other and give each other encouragement. We would never be able to do anything by ourselves. That for me has been a really beautiful experience.”
Photo Jowan
“One of the things I wanted to say on the practical reality is that out here on the course there are people from all different religions and all different walks of life.”
“Tough, rough, swearing people and spiritual people, and a lot of sports people and just regular people who come and walk around.”
“There is a lot of Muslim women who come out and walk around and lot of them are wearing the full burka. A few of us have noticed that over the course of te race that a significant number of women who were in the beginning who were coming out walking. The would always wave and smile and some of them have gradually become more friendly over time.”
“We have noticed that a significant number of these women have started to run. Which is really amazing because it is not htat common to see. You really feel that they must be getting something from this race.”
Photo Jowan
“This one little woman who may be in here 60’s or 70’s has been out here every single day. She as been here for many years. She always looks so serious so I took it upon myself as a challenge to make here smile.”
“After about 2 weeks she stared smiling at me and waving. Then yesterday I saw her in front of me. She was wearing sandals and is tiny and she was kind of running. I thought, O my God, you are running, and I told her…you are running!”
“I said, please, please, run with me. So she did it and ran with me for about 30 seconds. I felt that was such a sweet experience. Of how we are altogether in this world and we can go beyond so many barriers and experience this oneness with each other in this race in so many sweet ways.”
A most exquisite sweetness
I feel and become
When I think of my own
High, higher and highest experiences.