“At first I thought, well it is just 6 days it is a bit more than half of a 10 day race. But then (a loud pause)…., It is going to be fine.” Jayasalini Abramovskhikh has been a fixture of the 10 day race here in Flushing Meadow for the past few years and simply because of vacation time conflicts she had to pass up the 10 day this year and instead select the 6. But sometimes silence and a look can communicate much more than just words can do.
“Then I said it is 2 days, plus 2 days, plus 2 makes 6. I had some confidence that it would be good. I will enjoy it. I try and enjoy every second of being here. But the second day of the race this year, I never had in any races,……it was really tough for me.” She describes that just into her 2nd day it felt more like she had already been running for 6.
“I think this is an experience that you can never predict and you can never plan. The Supreme always has his own plan for you. And all you need is to just accept whatever experiences you get. And accept it as cheerfully as you can. So I try. This morning was really not easy. I was crying and crying and then God’s grace descended and now after a break I feel better, physically and emotionally, so I am happy.”
For most working folks locked into a 9 to 5 lifestyle the world of ultra endurance sports may be several time zones beyond comprehensible. Making a living and paying the bills is a struggle that most of us feel is one of the unfortunate givens in order to stand in line with the rest of humanity. Yet right now there are more than 70 runners circling a loop in Flushing Meadow who have turned away from all the conventions of the so called normal world and are subjecting themselves to a physical and mental struggle that is incomprehensible to most and intolerable to nearly all.
“In general it was a feeling that nearly everything hurt. When you start feeling sorry for yourself, that you go through all this pain. Then once you try to get rid of this feeling, and just enjoy. Even if it is pain, it will go away.”
“When I try and concentrate on something else, for example breathing. When I try to get energy and power from everything around. Then at midday there was a beautiful beautiful rainbow. I have never ever seen such a rainbow. I think this morining was difficult for everybody, and when we saw this rainbow. Everybody was staring and looking at the sky, and got so much joy. It was such special blessings.”
Jayasalini says that she has no mileage goals for this race, but describes that she had a powerful inspiration yesterday, “to stay in a good consciousness. I try not to be attached to this mileage, to the results. For me the point is to stay in the moment, and not to think of the past or the future. Just do this, one step after another.”
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