“It is so far that you can’t even think about it. It is like 3 weeks. If you start to think about it now it will kill you. I am only thinking about today.” I had just asked Pranjal about what it might mean to him when he passes the 2000 mile mark today, and if he would then be able to just to have a little better perspective of the finish line.
His answer and his tone delivering it were no surprise. Over 9 years of his doing the self transcendence race his words never surprise me while what he does with his feet is another matter. His relentless drive and determination never ceases to astonish me.
Yet just the same in about 9 hours from now, in the very pit of another hot dank NY afternoon Pranjal will indeed cross the 2/3’s mark and without stopping continue on with what he has been doing every day for the last 31.
Now with just 21 days of running time left for everyone it becomes much easier to calculate and to see how some runners here will likely do extraordinarily well, while a few others will simply run out of time in tying to make it to the finish line.
For all those who love the race and would enjoy taking over God’s job, should he for some reason voluntarily choose to relinquish it for the next 3 weeks. The world, at least here would quickly become a much different place. Instantly all potential Supreme Beings in waiting, would quickly alter the weather, by shifting in a cool front from Canada. Injuries would vanish, pain would disappear, and all the tiredness and fatigue would be a thing of the past.
Of course most of us by standers assume we could surpass the Supreme’s decisions on a few very specific matters. Assuming that maybe this time the cosmic plan is actually somehow a mistake. That on this occasion perhaps the Lord of the Universe is being distracted by wars or other events in far off lands. The folly of this reasoning is that should any of us actually have this power and should we then alter what is happening, even just here on this block, we would be making the worst possible mistake.
For the subtle transformations that happen here to each runner are most certainly beyond our grasp and understanding. None of them are asking for any of their suffering, the pain, or fatigue. Yet they each and everyone knows the strength of the inner command that brought them to this task. At times they may even doubt their decisions and feel abandoned by the very power that is indeed still working in and through each of them.
For any of us trying to analyze how this will still yet play out is a fool’s errand, and asking for God’s job even more so. For as Pranjal correctly said, all we have is today.
Do not plan your life in advance. It is not fair to take away God’s job.
Sri Chinmoy, To-Morrow’s Dawn, Agni Press, 1982