“Think of how beautiful it is that we have come to this moment. Our previous lives and this life have brought us to this divine space, that we are taking up. This is very unusual. It can be compared to a mini avatar. These runners and everyone are stabilizing the negative and the positive here right now. Righteousness is being lifted and unrighteousness is being suppressed.”
“The neighborhood cannot but succumb to the divine energy that is radiating from this. We have come to this point and we have to move forward.”
Day 40 had just begun and Swamiji and I our were out walking on the course. Like so many people, his life has intertwined with that of the race in its own unique way over the years. He mentioned the word sustainability and it intrigued me.
For over the past few days I have become increasingly aware that day 52 is now no longer a distant almost inconceivable destination, but instead is literally right around the corner. For some of the faster runners of course the finish line will be a few days closer, but not too long after that the board comes down for another year, no matter how many numbers are beside your name.
Maybe the experience I have here is similar to that of a flower that blooms each new season. Bringing forth its beauty for just the period of time allotted to it. But at the same time I am feeling a little greedy that the rest of the year cannot have this same intensity and dynamism.
“We shouldn’t think about the past. Because the past is what brought us here good or bad. So we have to say that this is the beginning of the rest of our lives. Treasure it, be conscious about it, revere it and move on. When negative thoughts come, we have to say, you don’t have a place here.”
“You have to be conscious about it. You can’t go back in the past lives. It is God’s grace to make the transition from the past to the present and then to the future.”
“This is wisdom and this wisdom we always have to keep in mind. There will be moments when weakness will come in. But we can fall back on the experience of the runners running here. You can say no, I am not going to succumb to that weakness. I am going to have the image of the Guru constantly in my mind. The Guru is the manifestation of that perfection and that consciousness.”
“We should never say it was a good race. It is the beginning of a beautiful life.”
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In February of 2007 a series of races were held over a few days at at a track in Chaing Mai Thailand. Each day there was a race Sri Chinmoy himself would as well go out on the track and attempt to run 400 meters. It did not matter that he did not feel well, or that he was in pain. Regardless of his condition he went out around that track and ran just as fast he could. Each day that he raced, the time was taken, and he would try and improve upon it. That was just who he was.
As I took this footage I did not know that this was probably the very last time he would run on a track. By the 11th of October of that year he had left us. The poem you hear with this video was recorded on his last night on earth.
Only a student can learn
If I remain a student of peace
I willl be the happiest and the proudest person
Only a student can learn.
So I am a student of peace. If you people call me a student of peace I will be extremely, extremely, grateful to them.
Peace is a subject that is inexhaustible.
There is no limit. so if I can be a student Peace, I shall be able to learn, I shall be able to learn.
And I shall be able to enter into each heart and see how most sincere cry each individual has in his heart.
Peace is not a dictionary word.
Peace is the heart breath of God.
God will never be satisfied unless and until his heart breath
he can share, with his entire creation……..Sri Chinmoy October 11th 2007