“Maybe I have hidden from some of my spirituality. I think this race has allowed me the time to really focus on that and what it means. Maybe recognize that I am not the greatest force in the universe.”
Ray Krolewicz is unique in so many ways. He is a perfect example of how one should never judge a book by its cover. His somewhat grizzly exterior would on first appearance not give you much of a clue as to the kind, intelligent, charismatic, and generous individual who lurks beneath his now sun browned torso. One that has rarely seen a shirt in 50 days and certainly not come close to any sunblock either.
All of us have beautiful and positive qualities within us. Though sometimes the world and more regrettably we ourselves tend to forget this great truth. But it is these bright aspects of ourselves that we are trying to expand and develop. And it is the darker portions of ourselves, the not so user friendly qualities, that we either wish to cast off, or more likely, to radically transform.
What sets Ray apart from the others here is that he is the only one who was personally encouraged by Sri Chinmoy to come here and run this race one day. When the invitation was given, he immediately asked, should I come this year. Sri Chinmoy’s timeless reply was, you will know when the time is right.
We can never control any aspect of time but for Ray something deep and significant was set into his heart that day those words were spoken. A 59 year old school teacher from South Carolina, whose lifelong passion has been distance running this race of course would be the logical culmination of his achievements in the sport. But with his best days perhaps slipping ever so subtly into the past. Maybe it was just too big and impossible a thing to attempt. It could easily have been an invitation to be ignored, if not forgotten. But there again is the Ray Krolewicz who does not take words and promises and dedication to unachievable goals lightly.
He had fashioned his own unique relationship over 30 years with this Indian Spiritual Master living in Queens. Now, even though he had passed almost 7 years ago, something inside of him at last called out. Something he could not ignore, despite all logic that might dictate the complete folly of his quest to run 3100 miles. Because of the man Ray is he knew but one option. He had to come to run this impossible race because the time was most definitely at last perfect.
“I had 30 years when the message should have been perfectly clear. From the day he picked up that shirt ( at a race in 1984 when Sri Chinmoy picked up a shirt that Ray had thrown at a chair), till somewhere midpoint in this race. Dang, I had access to so much more. I have had opportunities. I have hidden from my own spirituality. That would be the culmination of that story that started 30 years ago. With this leader, this great man. This connection with the Supreme or God.”
“It finally all made sense somewhere when I was running around this block, and listening to people and sharing with people.”
“One of the most telling things about Yuri was after he had finished. He was running the opposite way around the block. He simply touched his heart as he went by. In one of my poems I comment about that. The poem ends. As you touch your heart it strengthens mine. That for me is the culmination of what I have learned. That as each person touches their own heart, it strengthens mine and strengthens all of us.”
A short film from 2006
My Beloved Supreme,
Is there any right time for me
To do the right thing?
“My child,
Not tomorrow,
Not even today!
“The right time for you
To do the right thing
Is now,
At this very moment,
Plus
Here and nowhere else.”
Sri Chinmoy, My Lord, Make Me Your Happiness-Child, Agni Press, 1992