When you have so many days of extreme running packed so tightly back to back it is almost impossible to sift through all the days and remember one in particular. I have a feeling, that despite everything that yet might happen to Smarana here at the race, that July 21st will stand out as a beacon to his self transcendence journey.
It was the hottest day by far and the humidity was so thick it was choking. The handball tournament was going on with its shifting crowds of rowdy fans and yet Smarana maneuvered through it all and managed to be one of the only 3 runners to make at least 60 miles.
Smarana agrees that the last 2 days were difficult, “You can see it in my miles.”
“It was so humid and sticky. It was really tough. 2 days ago it was like running against a wall, you had to push. On the other side you had to play smart. Because if you push too hard, you might have to pay the price.”
“Yesterday it was much better also I think I had a different energy signature. Then it is easier to run. If you have weak energy, it is difficult to run. But if you have strong energy than the outer circumstances do not affect you as much.”
Smarana says he has no control of this, “I wish I could. I keep searching for the switches but they keep hiding. It is not you flipping the switches it just happens. Sometimes it is just grace. You don’t know why or how. You haven’t changed anything.”
“It feels like a downpour of grace. The heavens open. There is a torrential downpour and you just accept it gladly, without questioning.”
Smarana starts the day with 880 miles more to go. “This inner confidence is really amazing. With this strength you can overcome everything. If you have this inner strength then the outer difficulties will just go away.”
“I have really learned a lot from everybody.” He says in particular the consistency of Nirbhasa and Harita he has found inspiring. “I have seen that they also have had problems and issues, but somehow they just continue to deliver. This was very inspiring and helped me a lot.”
The Board at the Start of Day 37
The camp early
Clocks
Smarana
Garima and Aharan
Ashprihanal
Harita
Rupantar uploads his report
Smarana getting ready
Nirbhasa gets his feet looked at
Start Day 37
Clouds on and off in the morning and humid
The weather later
Ashprihanal has 2394 miles
He did a remarkable 68 miles
He leads Nirbhasa by 40 miles
With Sanjay
Ashprihanal makes 2400
Getting mail
Flower
Aharan
Todor’s table
Nirbhasa has 2354 miles
Had some late afternoon difficulties with the heat and did 52 miles his lowest of the race
Today he is fine and is still dealing with his feet
Sunscreen
Flower
Sahishnu and Garima talk medical
Vasu has 2255 miles
He ran 55 miles
Is 3 miles ahead of Ananda-Lahari
Flower
Bipin with a two can
Ananda-Lahari has 2252 miles
He ran 64 miles
Is 32 miles ahead of Smarana
Flower
Nirjharini
Nayaja and Leila
Smarana has 2220 miles
He ran 61 miles
Doing very well
Flower
Aharan
Harita has 2187 miles … the magic number is 2145
She ran 57 miles
A gesture
With Launa
Getting mail
Flower
Todor has 2155… the magic number is 2145
He did 54 miles yesterday
Doing exercises to help
With Todor
Massage by Sanjay
Not fun
Reflection
Flower
Bipin
Ushika has 1898 miles
Doing exercises
With Nirjharini and Max
He did 48 miles
Flower
Max
Swamiji
Flower
Max
Bahula
The weather Monday night
“The only thing better than sitting on a park bench is to have a friend sitting with you.”
Poem of the Day held by Bahula
My
Progress
Depends upon
My God-surrendering
Will.
Sri Chinmoy
July 22nd, 2006
Enthusiasm Awakeners
My inner faith
Does not depend upon
My outer experiences.
Progress.
I see so much progress.
Every day I can’t wait for the next day report.
Well, next Sunday on day 42 my name will be even on the board.
So exciting, so thrilling.
What a day!! I am smiling with the smilers, and praying for all those sore feet. All the faces are shining. Smarana is telling us all such illumining truths, and so jorfully!
Yes we all need a downpour of Grace. How wonderful!